~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ UPSET dan masih akan!

ever wonder how it feels when it is not ur fault and people simply said it is yours?
well, that's is exactly had happen to me..
i got blamed because i drove the stupid little blue creature that belong to somebody and eventually....
other vehicle scratch it and left a mark..it is stupid to say that im not worried about the car, because i noe the feeling when something that you love so much gets a little bit here and there it'll be damn annoying!

tapi after all, ang buat aku lagi tak tahan tu, bukan ape..aku tahu salah aku..but bukannye 100% my fault..things happen and i bet if anybody were at my place they will tell the same..i've tried and at the same time, patutnye pikir la gune kepala otak kan...blaja je tinggi2..tapi tau nak put the blame on others je...

p/s: soory la kalo ade pihak yg terase..and benda ni sebenarnye takde la serius mane..tp part kena blame tu yg tak tahan sgt tu...happy readin yea?
xoxo~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Usuall Satu-r-a day...

went to BELANGA the Garden,bukak pose with hubby, all i can say ...it is okay~

after a tiring day, a little bit here and there; all sort of argumentation and reasoning..i personal thinks its me the matters last nite..ntahla, typical human being kan..tipu lah if tade masalah...

another chapter; TODAY!

wake up a bit late, didn't bother to wash up pon...maybe because i didn't want 'his' absent to just go away like that. and for the first time i went to bed yesterday, i didn't dream much..or should i say no dreams at all? but its okay, knowing that he'll being snuggling up in his bed today after his duty as a student, i thought myself not to bother him for quite few days...let us be chill with ourselves..its just to bothering to see him upset and myself unhappy with whatever we've been doing~ :)

so, i move on... switched on my favourite lappy..set him open for minutes and later starts to type here and there..for once i thought that i wont be long infront of him, but i could not help myself writing something just to feel comfy..(ade ke such word? my aunt slalu marah..dunnoe the words tp nak sebut.. hahha) and later i need to finish my journal thingy and move on to other priorities.. :)

LUNCH~ (it is a fasting month,so tak makan la hey)

still working on the journals...tough job eventually..and never imagine myself will be doing this..haha :) whatever thought that im thinking rite now, sumpah i pikir yang it is good for my own practise and its actually preparing myself to the real working task... :)

NEARLY DONE....

ITs not actually done, but im just gonna stop here...

• telling myself to be sabar...to achieve something must work for it!


• and after all, been missing my other half ADDLYZAN ABD MANAP~

• tomorrow nak g dating ngan mek tie and aimi munchet! so lEsBo okay? :)

~blowing off the candles in my life~

as slalu.......................

tatau apa lagi yg kurang dalam semuanya kali ini,

mungkin perencah untuk resepi kebahgiaan sussah untuk di tukar sesuka hati,

mungkin, bahan yang digunakan layu semuanya,

dan......

mungkin jiwa telah kekok mengenali CINTA.

bukan sengaja,

kali ini benar-benar mahu dibelai manja,

patutnya aku tak mintak seperti peminta sedekah,

dan patutnya aku memang hanya untuk dia membelai.

SAYANGNYA,

semuanya kasar belaka,

kasar hingga aku mula memikirkan hidup ini tak apa jika dia tiada,

tiada lagi "i shed my tears for u",

kerna telaga air mata ini sudah kontang,

kerana mengenangkan nasib diriku.

im so sorry if im being selfish,

i know that you were never dream to have me by your side,

its crazy for those who are not chasing after you,

coz you are hot like a selling fast muffin with blueberry topping...

i wish that one fine day,

u will eventually find someone that fullfill your desires..

im officially backing off from your life..

thanks for the sweetest memories that i ever had with you..

<3~

blog ini d tujukan khas buat semua insan yang layak terima rindu-rinduanku~

well hye again...tenks for always tak bosan melawat dgn redhanye ke blog fee..

hari ini bumi ciptaan tuhan ini d limpahi rahmatnya dengan tangisan dingin yg aku sendiri rasakan teramat dingin menusuk kalbu. (aiceywah..bahase bunge2!)

it is not usuall for me to write in this kind of manners,but unfortunately (for my loyal readers, if only i have la kan) i rasekan arini perasaan sebu yg melampau...

for the first time, today i rasa begini....

• merindui insan yg telah lama pergi dari hidupku...rindu sgt padanya.. (al fatihah)
• rindu pada keluarga yg always there to support me in wateva situations,
• rindu pada teman2 sewaktu dari kecil hingga KINI...ada juga yg telah lama pergi meninggalkan aku...
• rindu pada Keindahan zaman remaja...

dan semestinya rindu pada addlyzan abd manap yg sentiasa bz dgn tanggungjwbnya.

and when i think of all the things that i've been missing lately, i realised that i didnt do much..so people around me didnt like what i've done for them... and some people think that im just another trash in their life..well, too bad coz we're leaving in the same world..im afraid that we have to share almost everything and not to say that im thankful to god coz im able to enjoy my life to the fullest..

berbalik pada cerita hari ini....

buka pose ngn apit and lala..ouh arini networking dah berkembang..kenal bob?? ahaha aku pon tak brape knl..tp for a first impression, bob tuh sgt la baik ati..geram sungguh ble tgk die..baik sangat!

sha: weyh bob, ko ni mkn...ish2!!! bak sini sikit.

bob: haa..amik la wey..aku ok..

sha: haa...camni ko jela blanje aku k???

bob: tgu gaji dlu arr..

apit: amboi lain macam je smbng?

sha: aphal doh?

bob: minyak wangi aku mane Lala?

lala: ade ni ha...tak lari pye la..

bob: eyyy ni aset ko tau??

apit: ko nak tau bob ni pkai minyak pengasih..

sha: sumpah??? yea??

bob: tak lah ni mcm 1 drop perfume..tp name die "anak mami"

sha,apit: wakakakakakaka....(tergoda doh)

tapi mmg, mlm tu aku agak terkesima melihat perwatakan bob..aku berani cakap arr takot plak nk pandang mata bob..mana tau terpikat plak kat anak mami sowg niyh!..tp ape2 pon aku sgt la enjoy bukak pose ngn bdk2 sengal itik ni...

~haPPY Ramadhan al mubarak~

.....!!!!omg..it's just too difficult to goreng!!!.....

...................... heyyy all.....................

let me just start today's blog like dis...im a bachelor student in english and currently in my semester 3..at first i thought that learning english much more easier than other language and it turn out to be not so.......EASY~ well, brieft enough, i told myself that whatever my decision is, english is still MY PASSION! i dont care and i still wanna learn, but something make me feel bad throughout my leraning progress is.....KEMALAS-MALASAN i yang tak dapat di bendung! seriously, maybe coz i've got other priority and i wasnt paying much attention when im in the class...most of the time, yea! :( so, to get back to the story, i felt much more useless when i knew and discovered myself that i can carry out the duty when learning FRENCH! i ended up failing and had most of the time bluffing about my essays and i dont care much when it comes to the time that i need to improve myself..that's baDDDD!!! sumpah terok okay...but then, i need help! i need a turbo boost sumthing2 to boost up my interest in learning french! and i admit,because of french...my marks gone down the drain and i wasted my time learning third language without knowing the purpose of learning it..

today: 24 august 09,

here again in the french class, writing and listening but sepatah haram pon tak lekat kat kepala otak. it is seriously susah! jus got back my test paper and it is typically TRASH! entahla...i've learned from mistake and now kena lah belajar part time french ngan baby and also ika.. :P

dear god! please help me...mid term french 14/9 kot!!!! pleaseeeeee~

...three things i hate to write bout me?...

THREE NAMES I GO BY

1. sha
2. fee
3. b

THREE JOBS I HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE

1. promoter
2. tutor
3. baby sitter
FIVE PLACES I HAVE LIVED

1. kediaman pegawai angkatan tentera KL :)
2. taman muhibbah
3. jitra KEDAH
4. taman setiawangsa
5. KOLEJ 14 :) *heart*

THREE TV SHOWS THAT I WATCH
1. csi miami :)
2. desperate housewives
3. bones

THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO (rite now)

1. mau pegi KC jumpe SUPERMAN.. (kalo buley..)

2. mau jumpe MUNCHET

3. nak G perak!!!

THREE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS...

1. almost anything related to chicken
2. terung SAMBAL.. nyum2!
3. sambal BELACAN
THINGS I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO

1. my fown.. :P
2. nak beli jeans and baju raya* xsabar*

3. CUTI? ahaha malas pegi kelas.. :)

THREE PETS THAT YOU HAVE OWNED

1. hamsters

2.kucheng.. ;) si gersang mimie

WHO WILL REPLY

*if this is about sms, it will be...*
1. HUBBY :)
2. mama
3. my perfex 7!

THREE FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS (for now)

1. yUNa

THREE FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH
1. rugby oke? :P

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS
1. air green tea :)
2. laici ngn teh o ais..
3. pink panther kat MURNI SS2

~the end~

~~~~~!!! tolongla 01***** !!!~~~~~

i dah lame tak 'feddap' mcm ni..

if u rase u worth to just bother and harrass me everytime u call me, pls stop! kau dah lame takde dlm hidup aku.

to be honest, im havin and enjoying my good life rite now, i dont need u to tell me how much u need me and how much u miss the time that we used to spend together. im so sorry that now ur no longer together with ur beloved diya! and im not tryin to be bitch either, coz im so takde kuase nak layan u..pls recall, how u made me collapsed infront of my frens and how i shed my tears for u like days! i cant even eat properly when u just walk away from my life! and i like the old people punye saying..

" kalo dah ludah takkan kau nak jilat balik?"

and..

"a wise gurl kisses but does not love, listen but does not believes and leaves before she is left."

i am once left by u, and i neva want to come back. but u kept promising and until one fine day i tell myself not to be stupid and get over u!

so, bloody 01**** get ur hell out of my life and go find ur own!

p/s: kpd yg tau, kamu semua bermakna besar pada saya! tQ~

<3

u are once my favret vintage car, bak kate bby! but im so sorry now ur USELESS!

!!! Congratulation !!!

congratulations kalong!!!!

semalam sangat meriah, and semalam pon ari yg sgt bermakna buat kalong coz die dah grad.

eventhou byk hal yg membuatkan kalong tade mood,but she eventually managed to overcome herself.

senang cter, kami shangat lah gumbira kerana anak sulong puan rosberry dgn selamatnye bergraduat! (skema oke!)

tepat jam 5.50pm....

(acara tgu ahli family dtg ke chilis..)

tepat jam 6.3opm....

(ketibaan puan rosberry dan anakanda ann nabilla)

tepat jam 7.15pm...

(kedatangan ayah chik sefamily)

tepat jam 7.50pm

(yg berhormat dr.shahrina dan razlinar razak sampai)

: maka cukoplah ahli kaum kerabat sultanah kedah keluarga saye~

acara memperkenaikan mempelai lelaki..(aiceceh..tadelah, salam je kot!)

pasto amik2 gambo..melaram sat ngn bunge kalong! amboi sakan tau kalong melaram..

tak caya? cube tgok!

cantik kan bunge tu??kena la dgn baju kalong..btw, me and my super duper superman yg pilih! tenk god ouh!perot da berkeroncong sakan da ni....order punye la banyak..dan acara makanthon pun bermula!

tp tengah2 order tu sempat la i ngn superman snap ngn bunge kalong tu...

and....

lihatlah wajah ku yang over excited pelok bunge tu..

dlm hati berkata..( mcmla da grad kan?)

ahahahaha...

dan, tak lengkapla mlm tu if tade gmbr family betol tak?

and there goes the good dessert!

i love u guys!!!